I want: Love and happiness.
I have: loss and loneliness. And friends, which helps.
I wish: I could be everything that someone needs.
I love: Happiness and please.
I hate: Cruelty.
I miss: being able to live my life like I want to.
I fear: My thoughts.
I feel: Wistful.
I hear: People talking.
I smell: I don't, nose is stuffed up.
I crave: Snuggling.
I wonder: why.
I regret: far too much.
When was the last time you ...
Smiled?: Probably a few hours ago. Smiled completely . . . maybe a week or a week and a half.
Laughed?: See above.
Bought something?: No idea.
Danced?: Weeks? Months?
Were sarcastic?: Probably a day or two.
Cried?: Last night.
Watched your favorite movie?: I don't know which my favorite is anymore.
Had a nightmare?: Waking or sleeping?
A Last Time For Everything ...
Last book you read: Not sure.
Last movie you saw: Lost and Delirious, I think.
Last song you heard: No idea.
Last thing you had to drink: Water.
Last time you showered: Few days ago.
Last thing you ate: Deviled egg, maybe?
Do You...
Smoke?: No.
Have sex?: When I can.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: No.
Live in the moment?: I have an entire entry devoted to this coming up. No comment as yet.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: No.
Play an instrument?: No.
Believe there is life on other planets?: Probably.
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Yes.
Believe in miracles?: Not anymore.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes.
Consider love a mistake?: . . . I don't know anymore.
Like the taste of alcohol?: Don't know.
Have a favorite candy?: Spree, maybe.
Believe in astrology?: Skeptic.
Believe in magic?: Skeptic.
Believe in God?: No.
Pray?: Yell. Not pray.
Go to church?: No.
Have any secrets?: few . . . far too many.
Have any pets?: Yes.
Do well in school?: Apparently not.
Go to or plan to go to college?: I wish I knew.
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: usually.
Wear hats?: No.
Have any piercings?: No.
Have any tattoos?: No.
Hate yourself?: Sometimes.
Have an obsession?: Helping people. Or trying to.
Collect anything?: Data.
Have a best friend?: A few.
Wish on stars?: I don't wish anymore.
Like your handwriting?: *shrug* it works.
