August 21st, 2001

sleepy

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I wonder if she reads this.

I wonder if she ever did.

I wonder if she'll ever talk to me again . . .

I wonder how it would have been different if I'd found livejournal before that week. I would have written in it, probably, and maybe she would have read it as it happened, and understood . . .

I wonder what I want from life now.

I honestly don't know.

Now, I finish the small bit of packing I have left and fill suitcases . . . by this time tomorrow I'll be in Oberlin again, and by this time the next day I'll be unpacked and back on the 'net. and probably asleep, seeing as how it's 6 AM there.

life continues, it just hurts.
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