September 5th, 2001

sleepy

theme song re: me and my ex, before we broke up

Your cruel device
Your blood like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill

I want to love you, but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison runnin'thru my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains

Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace on sweat
I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (And pins)
I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (Deep in)
I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison runnin'thru my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains
Poison

One look could kill
My pain, your thrill

I want to love you, but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison runnin'thru my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains
Poison
I want to love you, but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison, yeah

I don't want to break these chains Poison, oh no
Runnin'deep inside my veins, Burnin'deep inside my veins
It's poison I don't want to break these chains
Okay, so maybe I'm a *little* bitter. And maybe it's a *little* exaggerated.

But not *that* much.
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sleepy

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I continue to not understand how on earth I've accumulated a group of friends who really care about other people.

I mean, all my experience shows me that people who really care about others are rare. Really rare. As in, one-in-a-few-dozen-that-I'm-good-friends-with. And friends are (not as) rare, as in, one-in-a-dozen-or-so-that-I'm-acquainted-with. But my acquaintances are a miniscule slice of humanity.

And yet, in my friends, there are people in there - *multiple* people - who will actually go out of their way to help others, and will feel bad when they can't do anything . . .

It's kind of weird sometimes. Someone writes something depressed and asking for help, and I go to post a reply, and find . . .

that one of my friends already has.

Where on earth did I *find* these people?

On a completely different note, I've now made $225 through a programming competition. If I win top place in a week or so, I get something like $100k. Yeah right :) But it'd be nice.
sleepy

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Theory: There are five levels of computer knowledge. Newbie, Novice, Experienced, Master, and Guru.

Newbies follow the tutorial.

Novices occasionally refer to the tutorial.

Experienced people refer to the reference section.

Masters don't need to refer to the reference section.

Gurus know the stuff that isn't in the reference section.

Comments? :)
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