November 23rd, 2001

sleepy

shattered promises and lost love

My mom went down to my ex's house to retrieve books and let her know about the domain that expires in a week . . . apparently she's now going out with the person she ran off to. You know . . . the one she promised me she wasn't going to.

Logically, I don't know why this is still hitting me hard . . . I mean, I practically knew it already. But, well . . .

I promise I'll love you forever.
So will I. Always.


And she promised me she wasn't going to go out with him, too . . .

then again, I figured out a while back that her promises weren't worth much. Still.

Mine still are.

(no, I'm not relapsed. Just hurt. Always hurt, if you go deep enough . . . but better.)
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