May 25th, 2002

sleepy

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I don't know what I'm doing, really . . . blah, it makes no sense when I try to write it. Spirals off in too many directions. Writing is essentially one-dimensional, as are all basic data structures . . . I think I need another dimension here.

     /--------- life ---------\
    /            |             \
    |            |             |
    V            V             V
loneliness  construction   rebuilding
    |            |             |
    |            |             |
    V            |             |
  trust <------- | ---------- how?
    | |          |             |
    | \          |             |
    |  \         V             |
    |   \----> murphy          |
    |            |             |
    |            |             |
    V            |             |
 physical <----- | --------- beauty
 contact         |             |
    |            |             |
    \----------\ | /-----------/
               V V V
               pain


I think that works.

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it doesn't seem to hurt anymore.

I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
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