November 14th, 2002

sleepy

(no subject)

my taskbar includes webpages dealing with banded matrix inversion and webpages dealing with artichoke-based pasta sauces.

such is life.
sleepy

(no subject)

warning.
system failure.
system failure.
system failure.

defense systems inoperable.
shielding inoperable.
armor inoperable.

warning.
core in danger.

warning.
"last resort" level three initializing.
"last resort" level three charging.

warning.
excessive risk.
countdown delayed.

warning.
system failure.
system failure.
system failure.
sleepy

(no subject)

better now.

well, mostly.

I'm obviously not in the world's best shape in general . . . there's just been way too much pain in the last year, and I haven't really gotten a chance to recover at any point. So a lot of things are damaged inside. Right now . . . I'm okay.

I suppose it's worth mentioning that I'm stubborn enough that I'll do basically anything to avoid hurting myself more than necessary. If I end up self-destructing . . . well, it's because I didn't really have a choice. But that won't happen for a long time yet, I've still got a few options.

so yeah. better. sort of.