and as soon as I'm not the Newest Hottest Item anymore, I get replaced. It's happened more than once, it'll happen again. It hurts. Because part of me feels like saying to the New Guy "yeah, well, just wait, it'll happen to you too. You'll get abandoned, she'll decide she doesn't like you anymore." Except it won't, that's the difference, because unlike me, he presumably has other value than whatever it was they saw in me at the very beginning.
it hurts. as usual.
so if I was going to be angry at people, which I might, who wouldn't want to see it?