I feel stuck. and hurt. and that makes it hard for me to get out there and do anything, meet new people or anything. And even if I did, honestly, I'm not exactly at my best right now. It wouldn't be a fantastic impression.
and that makes it basically impossible to get *unstuck*.
so what now?
(note: I suppose people could say something like "rely on your friends", but that doesn't *work*. that's just the same spot I've been in before. I need change, and right now, I can't do it - which is exactly when I need it the most.)