I'd accepted it, I really had. I wasn't going to get through life easily. I'd always have *something* burning a hole in the back of my mind, *something* that I needed to deal with but was having serious trouble with. And okay, I can accept that. I'll deal with it.
But come on, would it be too much to ask for it to remain at *one* thing?
I'd already been having bad dreams due to stress, I don't need for those dreams to start coming *true*.